Sad Still

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,

They should see what's under our mask.

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down we're sad still.

We don't ever gotta talk about it, what do you mean?

Cabinet full of orange viles, they prescribe what I need

Wanna treat the term anxiety like it's taboo

Come off that opinion I think you need this more than I do

I wake at 8am and pad my floor with pillows then stand

Cuz all this vertigo is making me unsure where I'll land.

I need to breathe, need religion, need fiancé on phone,

Since our last conversation I don't trust being alone.

Year feels like

3000 & Andre.

Flood my head with vloggers,

Go throw on that Kanye.

Oh I hate this shaking,

Oh I hate this aching.

Nothing that they say these days is groundbreaking

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,

They should see what's under our mask.

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down we're sad still.

We don't ever gotta talk about it, what do you mean

All you ever see on Instagram is low cut jeans

From girls that I can bet are probably going through some ****

But make a fake smile till their white blood cells lit

Your conversations with friends family go long ways,

That's how I cope withcrawling out my skin like rupauls waves

My milligrams are lower, but I still don't know where I'm headed.

Each time my heart starts beating I look for symptoms on Reddit.

Yeah this year's like

3000 & Andre.

Flood my head with vloggers,

Go throwon that Kanye.

Oh I hate this shaking,

Oh I hate this aching.

Nothing that they say these days is groundbreaking

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,

They should see what's under our mask.

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down we're sad still.

Red pill

Green pill

Black pill

How do you feel?

Pink pill

Yellow pill

Purple pill

How do you feel?

Yeah this year's like (Red pill)

3000 & Andre.

Flood my head with vloggers,(Green pill)

Go throw on that Kanye. (Black pill)

Oh I hate this shaking, (How do you feel?)

Oh I hate this aching.(Pink pill)

Nothing that they say (Yellow pill)

These days is groundbreaking.(Purple pill)

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,

They should see what's under our mask.

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down we're sad still.